Life

i tried to write then i started writing about my life how i did this n that.what i really i wanted is to describe life and people that are involved in it.The choices they make,the pain,happiness,sufferings,sadness they go through around you.And also most important how it affects u.

Well we get affected by what goes around even if we want or not.Take women for example,no one knows what goes around in their heads.What every man wants is a woman who will understand him and who he will understand.I will tell you she will understand you but u will never understand them.

If you have the woman/man of ur dreams,hold on to them never let them go.if that happens then fuck man u r screwed for ur life.Well its strange why we use the word “man”.Its like the word “fuck” it can be as a adjective verb or noun.Its like “man that chick was hot” or ” man i had a shitty day today” or “man u will never understand”.Are us men so self centered.I always tried to be not so.But then women they dont like that either.sometimes i am like pulling my hair and asking myself what do they want, you only said you wanted me this way their i am this way and still ahhhhhhhhhh.

Well i was never good with female kind,still i am learning.Some men they are so good its like their tongue has some magic which swooshes around when they talk and women fall for them.I have many female friends, ya just friends.I am good till they become my friends and after that dont know boom i can’t handle them.We say FEMALE or WOMEN, their is always men or male in it why??? have u ever wondered.

Being a perfectly good person doesnt bring any good.Its imperfections they love.And being a ASSHOLE is a word of the town.But its not like that,if some girl is looking for one night stand she will look for someone with a smooth tongue, but that is also a skill.For me i could never do it,saw many of my friends do it.I tried my hand at that and i tell u i suck.But u cant be just someone u r not.Its either u r a asshole or u r not.Try being something u r not and u will end up with nothing.

You will always go behind the type of girls which u r suited to.If u r a relationship kinda person you will always tend to think what will be the future with the person you have met just now.You would have already made a mental note in ur mind about that person.

There will be times when you are with someone and you sleep thinking about them.Then when you wake up the last thing you remember will be the dream of the person who just got away,whom you had the deepest feelings for.Well but dont let this undermine ur hunt for the one.Because this wounds of heart will never heal.Trust me they will be there always reminding of the great fall.but this is life,this is what makes a human beings.we fall and we get up.we can make new memories.they wont cover up our old ones but they will just slide them into that dark corner which i always will be like my mail trash box.Bad memories getting deleted away every 30 days.hehe with this i end up and go to sleep.